i decided to close this account down~ becoz of too many memories which i dont want to recall again~

my new address: http://snowy-rainbow.livejournal.com/

been super long since my last post! had been really busy with work! since my buddy aka mentor is not around, i got to do her stuffs as well~ basically last week, i had been working from 7am to 7pm! with no OT paid~ haiz~

i'm a happy girl~ the greatest thing happens to me~

anyway, gratz to jU on her upcoming wedding! be sure tt i will attend your wedding k? love you~

already 6 weeks had past~but yet my moods and feelings still the same! mummy always telling me she cant believe grandmother is gone, auntie also always telling me that the feelings when she drove past grandmother's home to go work is so different! then everytime i will just reply, let's not dwell about it anymore!

and yet in my heart, i am miss-ing ah ma so muchies! the feelings i got is actually the combination of mummy and auntie! i cant believed ah ma is gone, i cant believe that i will nv nv nv get to hear her voice and nv nv nv get to eat whatever she cooks again!and also everytime i go up to grandmother's home after every week prayer, it always seems so weird!it seems like it's not like before anymore!

=i really miss ah ma=

last week had been the most terrible week for me since the demise of my grandpa 4 years ago~ my grandmother passed away (peacefully) last monday at SGH. by the time i rush down from work, my grandmother already died...perhaps it is her wish to drag till after CNY (just nice the last day of CNY and already passed 12NN)...and also everyone had visited her in the hospital...

i already expected this day will come but never had i expect it will be that soon...i really miss her so truly! i will never never get to hear her voice again, never never get to eat her chicken curry & chap cai anymore...

=i miss ah ma=

been really busy these few weeks! and been so long since i blogged~

grandma went into the hospital last week for breathlessness, it was diagnosed to be related with her heart valve...doctor wants her to undergo operation with a fail rate at 5%-10% and the rate of getting heart attack & stroke in operating theatre is 10%-15%...but if she nv undergo the operation then the rate of sudden death is super high! grandma decided to undergo operation on 3rd of march. *let's pray hard*

granny is back home from nursing home! she is currently staying with us and she is feeling happier compared to there and even her old home! at least we can chit chat with her in dialect and makes her think less~ she can feels that we still care about her!

darling is back at his hometown, and he got into a small accident yesterday for driving too fast and drinking! i so wanna kill him now for making me worried! luckily he is not injured!

jasey: thanks for the pineapple tarts! love you~ hope u enjoy your CNY!

to EVERYONE: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~ ENJOY! and gets lots and lots of ang baos!

=i miss mr phang=

happy new year to Everyone! may everyone have a blessful year ahead!

finally i am bloggin~

tt's my life for the past 1 month..
woke up from bed -> work -> eat dinner -> sleep
that is how my circle of life is for the past month.

went to the doc on sunday (why am i always sick when it is PH?), doc told me to take pills for blood circulation. he told me the reason why i got headache during menses or most of the time is because blood dont circulate as much to my brain, leaving it gasping for oxygen thus the pain comes....

went to singapore flyer last thursday! it is truly awesome to be up there~

=i am miss-ing him=